it was my birthday on thursday~
just turned 19
it was very good. my boyfriend was wonderful and spoiled me so much.
then again,
he spoils me all the time ( ~>_<~) -blush-
but it was a good night.
had dinner with my parents, and of course my mother had to get the waitress and the other workers to sing me happy birthday.
the waitress made a comment to me too saying, "we're going to embarrass you so much."
i just looked at her and smiled while saying,
"i'm having dinner, with my parents, DO YOUR WORST."
hahaha
ahh... the nonsense that goes down in my presence.
on the 1st, my father and i went to the city too.
and he bought me a brand new tripod~ (^-^ )
i love when my dad listens to me.
i can't wait to use it. now, if only i had something to use it on... (^_^;; )

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i'm also starting to look for my own apartment, so i will have more space to do my actual work.
maybe actually able to do some bigger paintings again.
so hopefully by the end of this month i will have everything worked out,
and i hope that i don't end up being like someone who lives from pay cheque to pay chaque.... lol but that's probably how everyone really ends up the first time.
but i'll be good.
getting away from everything will be good too.
i'm just looking for a one bedroom apartment for myself. ^(>_< )^
i've been getting ready for it too, been buying basic necessities, dishes and what not, and accumilating things i already have, furniture and what not.
so hopefully everything goes good.
i'm looking forward to it. ( ^-^)<[<3]
i'll have to have my friends over when i get all moved in.

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i'm sorry i haven't updated anything in awhile either.
trying to work everything with work being so screwed up is hard.
there has been alot of people quitting,
which sucks cause it just makes things harder for the people who still work here...
but i can totally understand why the people did quit.
but i'd rather not get into that.
Sooooo,
i'm going to try and finish a few pieces i've been working on,
and then i'll just upload them~
pretty simple.
i'm sorry i made you guys wait so long for them... (TT^TT )
i'll make it up to you somehow....
i guess by doing excellent work on my next few updates.
so PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!!
this is my first journal for the new year as well,
and for fcuks sake i didn't write it till march... SHAME ON ME...
guess i'll just continue driving myself SLOWLY INSANE~!

anyway's,
i have a drawing i'm working on for a friend so hopefully i will write again soon~

ily. guys~
=miss you all~!